DIARY

Dear Love, Don't you think it'll be too tiresome to go through 365 letters multiplied by the years when you'll be actually reading this.......    (I mean if you ever do read this)  ......       kitna jyada nahi hojaega??? So, I think I'll write on some days not each and every day of the year but on some days when I feel necessary, or maybe low or maybe on a special occasion. Don't you think my vocabulary and writing speed in English would also increase like this? Haha!!😆😆 Emozis use karu kya? 👊like this?😜 wrna tum pdhte pdhte bore nahi hoajoge? You know letters are meant to be a little lengthy and with deep emotions and stuff, but for you I'll keep this light and I will not write poems or shayaari like others. For that I have a different blog altogether, you know that!! I have thought of a simple line of thinking so that MAYBE when you finally read this then MAYBE you will not misunderstand me!! kabhi kabhi na photos up kr diya krungi.. It'll make ...

 Dear Love, As I said I'm writing a letter to you, so let me share a funny coincidence from today. You had problems with every guy I talked to in my life. M kisise v baat kri ya friend request accept kri ya kisine v merese koe baat kri you would always be suspicious. tm hmesha sochte th k m us insaan k 7 sona chahti hu. In the recent times you had made a fuss about jiju's (Ali's husband) friend, whose friend request I had accepted. That person texted me on Instagram yesterday. It is funny that I know if I talk to you again right now you will insult me to hell even when I have replied in the most ignoring way possible. This was purely coincidence but you will doubt that too. I know. 9th we are having UGC NET but I guess I'm failing in this one too. As you had cursed I am watching YouTube and Netflix and Amazon Prime Video all day. I think this will continue to the end of my life. And as you said I would never be successful or happy I am continuing on that path. From, HM

Dear Future Husband, If someone like this exists and is reading this then I am sorry in advance as these are my letters to the person I had loved once. I hope you never get to see them but if you do, please forgive me for my past! I had so many things prepared to say but now I'm completely blank. Ok, so 01.01.2025 was the last I talked to you. I thought I could not bear the humiliation and scepticism you showered on me for years, anymore. But rather than that this aloofness is killing me. I am not able to consume the fact that you're no longer a part of my life. I crave to talk to you and listen to you even if its a slang. But somewhere my self esteem stops me from killing my self respect anymore. So, I've finally decided to let this be a bridge between me and my solitude. Let the letters begin!! Yaaayy!! From, HM