15.05.2025

 Dear Love,

Many months have passed since I wrote any letter. This is to say because we were back together as usual. I watched that squid game alone and you spent your birthday with your family and later on with your friends and as usual things are the same as it was. Though you created a little drama on that also.

Now my exam is also round the corner just 10 days to go. Finally after so many insults and breakups and fuckups I have finally given you a chance of the final countdown to our relationship.

The last 100 insults. Today it begins. Because after I gave you the deadline you have started committing your mistakes as usual. You asked about Pritam da SNTCSSC in my contact list today. He was the class representative of our batch in SNTCSSC and I had talked to him about class stuff only. But again today you doubted me with him just because his name popped up in the WhatsApp status list.

Two days earlier only I reiterated the fact to you that even if you think that I am disloyal, shrewd and do not have any feelings for you or even if you think I am a slut and a whore, I am not. It is really disheartening and atrociously painful to see your most loved one to treat you like utter garbage. But still I am offering you a chance to not be this lowly scum you are portraying. I hope you at least be the person whom I can respect or can try to respect.

I was reading political science finally after wasting 2 days. But see, now I am writing this stupid blog so that I can vent out what's going on. You know it is not easy for me to concentrate and I currently do not understand how to do that either. But I am trying believe me! Thanks for ruining stuff and best wishes to you for yours.

From,

HM

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Dear Love,

Dear Future Husband, If someone like this exists and is reading this then I am sorry in advance as these are my letters to the person I had loved once. I hope you never get to see them but if you do, please forgive me for my past! I had so many things prepared to say but now I'm completely blank. Ok, so 01.01.2025 was the last I talked to you. I thought I could not bear the humiliation and scepticism you showered on me for years, anymore. But rather than that this aloofness is killing me. I am not able to consume the fact that you're no longer a part of my life. I crave to talk to you and listen to you even if its a slang. But somewhere my self esteem stops me from killing my self respect anymore. So, I've finally decided to let this be a bridge between me and my solitude. Let the letters begin!! Yaaayy!! From, HM
Read more

04.01.2025

 Dear Love, As I said I'm writing a letter to you, so let me share a funny coincidence from today. You had problems with every guy I talked to in my life. M kisise v baat kri ya friend request accept kri ya kisine v merese koe baat kri you would always be suspicious. tm hmesha sochte th k m us insaan k 7 sona chahti hu. In the recent times you had made a fuss about jiju's (Ali's husband) friend, whose friend request I had accepted. That person texted me on Instagram yesterday. It is funny that I know if I talk to you again right now you will insult me to hell even when I have replied in the most ignoring way possible. This was purely coincidence but you will doubt that too. I know. 9th we are having UGC NET but I guess I'm failing in this one too. As you had cursed I am watching YouTube and Netflix and Amazon Prime Video all day. I think this will continue to the end of my life. And as you said I would never be successful or happy I am continuing on that path. From, HM
Read more

05.01.2025

Dear Love, Don't you think it'll be too tiresome to go through 365 letters multiplied by the years when you'll be actually reading this.......    (I mean if you ever do read this)  ......       kitna jyada nahi hojaega??? So, I think I'll write on some days not each and every day of the year but on some days when I feel necessary, or maybe low or maybe on a special occasion. Don't you think my vocabulary and writing speed in English would also increase like this? Haha!!😆😆 Emozis use karu kya? 👊like this?😜 wrna tum pdhte pdhte bore nahi hoajoge? You know letters are meant to be a little lengthy and with deep emotions and stuff, but for you I'll keep this light and I will not write poems or shayaari like others. For that I have a different blog altogether, you know that!! I have thought of a simple line of thinking so that MAYBE when you finally read this then MAYBE you will not misunderstand me!! kabhi kabhi na photos up kr diya krungi.. It'll make ...
Read more